She died last Winter and the sadness that it holds eat at my brain. Pretend to be numb, pretend to be dead, pretend to be asleep but feel every single emotion hitting you like a ton of bricks.

Nothing ever gets better, it just get more numb.. You end up numbing your brain so much that you can barely even think a real thought or conjure up a full sentence.

I don't want to speak or know people, because human beings constantly disappoint you anyway.

There are that many thoughts replaying in my brain that I could make a thousand movies out of them and still have story's to tell.